Afterward, I reckoned with the truth that I had put a lot of pressure on myself for that race, and I made the decision to step back and not do any big races for awhile.
That was February 2019. The next year, the race organizers moved the race to January (because of football? I think?) and the appeal of that
particular race has always been that it falls on my birthday weekend. So, I ran
it as a “virtual” 5k and opted to run the Gasparilla 15k in February instead, and then
the pandemic hit and races were put on hold.