But am I allowed to comment on how stressful this part of the school year is? And how absolutely bone-tired my body and mind are at the end of the day?
Sometimes I think about how hard coming back feels for me and I can understand why students are basically barely-animated blobs when they return each year. Time off gets you into a different set of habits, and you're in them just long enough to start to feel used to having an open schedule, and then school starts again.
Right now, I am struggling to run. I'm exhausted. It's hot. (Like 100 degrees every day kind of hot.) After a day of work, I want to come home and relax, and by the time it's "cool enough" to run (after sunset, usually, and then we're still talking usual Florida summer temps) I've lost the will to move.
|Honestly, it's absurd to expect people to go outside in this.|
It's getting back into the habit that's been proving difficult.
I am naturally a lazy person. I had hoped going through compartment syndrome and recovery would inoculate me against my natural sloth-like state, but apparently not. Getting out the door isn't much easier than it ever was.
|Truer words were never written.|
When I run, I still am filled with joy and a feeling of completion I can't articulate. It's getting started that's tripping me up.
|Running is still the only time I truly feel unencumbered. The heat, though, certainly cumbers me.|
Thanks for letting me whine.
I hope you got out for your run! I am dreading school. It's not for three weeks here in PA. Some people are complaining about it but I'm like, WE HAVE 3 WEEKS, THAT'S LIKE 1/3 OF SUMMER!!!! (I'm not saying you shouldn't complain, I know you go back sooner than we do!) I hope the beginning of the year goes well for you. I have sooooo much to do because I do jack crap in the summer. I do it all during the 3 prof. development days before school starts. And if it's not done... oh well! I do the stuff that NEEDS done first.ReplyDelete
I DID run after posting this! It helped that it was rainy all afternoon so I was able to go at 6:30 instead of 8pm. It was humid as hell but as least it was still raining and cloudy!Delete
I usually go back mid-July for trainings before officially coming back in late-July to work with our new teachers. Being out of town this summer meant I missed all those earlier dates, so I truly got to just enjoy summer without interruption! It was great.